Archives from ... Mina's Random Thoughts About Everything & Nothing Email Mina @ Mina@Barrenwasteland.us March 19-25th Put me back in the city even for a weekend and the quiet, sweet gal so many have come to know, turns into the raging city bitch. She only seems to show up in the annoying crowded city weekend shopping. So many people are out dragging their bratty little kids around. It's not that I don’t like kids…the jury is still out on that one. I just don’t like parents who let their kids run loose in the store, right in front of you while you are on a hunt for a serious sugar fix. The Jeckyl/Hyde process beings and the bitch behind it surfaces and things just randomly come flying out of my mounth about stupid parents who let their little brats roam free to get hurt or kidnapped and how there should be laws on who is allowed to have kids. Not to anyone in general mind you, just loud enough as I wander quickly through the store for people to casually overhear and give digusted looks. Not that I care, if you get your damn brats away from me, I’ll quietly be on my own way. Road rage is a close second to bring the bitch forth, oh and did I mention I hate driving. Thank my lucky charms, gross scary public transportation is readily available to calm the bitch within and make the quiet sweet gal shrudder in terror of being lost in the city… March 5-11th The karma gods must be crazy or they are trying to see how long I can hold onto my own sanity. You could have asked me 3 months ago how life was and I wouldn't have had a complaint. It was perfect. Apparently too perfect. I had a great job, my own home, and a social life. I was even in school, which I hate, but 3 months ago I liked it...go figure. I think someone must have told them I was associated with Jyoti and G ... all their feigned smiting has had a ricocheted effect. My life sucks. No, I am not blaming my friends...their insanity is definitely helping me hang on to my own sanity… if you want to call it that. What would possess a seemingly normal person to flip their life upside down and shake it to see what's gonna stick? "I am not thinking… I am just making drastic changes." (which is not true) This case, I think could easily be argued in favor of the “no brains in her head” theory. Am I taking a step forward or 2 steps back...I am moving back home?!?!?! What would make someone with a great job and a place to live... move back home ... with her parents?!?!?! Fuck if I know, but here I am asking that same questions even as I do it...its like watching a train wreck... on the train you happen to be driving... You know it will be horrible but you just can't look away or stop it from happening. Well I could stop it, but I can't. Doesn't make sense? Yeah I don't get it either.